Un dia extrano

Después del extraño desarrollo de mi inverosímil vida profesional, voy al médico y me dice que necesito un electrocardiograma y un perfil tiroideo; bueno, esperemos que todo esto sea para dejarme mejor que como estaba; aunque tengo un dolor de cabeza que no me gusta (¿relación mente-cuerpo?), en fin, a nadie le gusta hablar de dolencias y esas cosas.

Un día complicado emocionalmente, pero creo que al final muy positivo. Tuve una interesante platica con Vicky mi hija adulta, acerca de su nuevo papel en casa; las cosas se pusieron emotivas pero creo que el resultado es bastante bueno, sobre todo tomando en cuenta que lloró, lloré, lloramos. Quedamos en un arreglo creo justo para ella y para nosotros; empezara a trabajar y contribuirá al hogar con "gasto" más simbólico que otra cosa, pero un muy buen comienzo pienso yo.

En una anécdota interesante: el día de hoy el dueño de una empresa recibió un e-mail anónimo hablando las peores cosas de un gerente; cuando el lo comunicó a sus subordinados, todos quedaron atónitos; en realidad pudiera ser cualquiera, ¿no creen?

Therapy

What an exhausting day!!

It started off very relaxing with my Boss’s indifference to the mess that I created, and here comes therapy to make it interesting enough to leave me without energy for the rest of the day.

My walk with Mediana was as pleasant as always, reveling a new side of her that is almost off limits to me, she is a quiet girl, very sweet and very sensitive to everything around her; she is dealing with a lot of peer pressure, trying to resist and getting seduced at times by the “things” that we as parents keep telling her are worthless (clothes, toys, games, etc). It is indeed a very tough world and I just hope that we are enough to help her to balance the whole thing. Sometimes I pretend not to be in shock at the things that she tells me about her friends, how they treat their parents and what they do in the internet. It is very scary.

Therapy was difficult. Erick had this great idea of working with these plastic figures that symbolize my “family system”; I still am amazed at my reaction to see the figures in the floor; the way that I arrange them and re-arrange them makes me cry like a little girl, all this crying lately is very strange; since in the past I only cried when a pinched a finger or something like that (is there anything there?…).

I was going to share the part of my grown daughter trying to stay a little girl forever but that would be too much for everybody, enough with the drama!!

I went to be bed exhausted and with a headache. But I know is all for the better at the end.

Papaya, Papaya, Papaya

I got lazy today so what the heck; lets do this in English.

I don't think I have ever eaten so much fruit at the same time, hopefully it will work and my intestines will be as clean as can be. I'm just a little bit sorry about all the water that I been wasting going to the loo so often.

I had plans for today but it turns out that everything that I wanted to do, won't be doing after all:

a) Buy present for Hubby (tomorrow for sure)
b) Talk to my family about respecting rules in my house ej. "no smoking" or eating my favorite chocolates. I have decided is too sore a subject to touch today (chicken!!!)
c) Walk ( I walk 1 1/2 hrs every day) tomorrow


The only thing that I did is color my hair, that was nice, I like the color (chocolate) looks pretty.

I also have decided not to feel guilty about it, I have earned this right for all my suffering at work last week (and probably next, when my boss comes back, irrkkk). After all, my husband thinks that I am good at deciding, he never said doing, hehehe.

Lets wait and see how the day presents it self, let fate decide (isn't that the way it works?)

For now I will drink my juices and go to the loo, relax and sleep.